Nobody’s perfect but your perfect to me!
In this healing journey, it’s not all peaches & cream. Healing all of while living the dream. Eye cry, eye hurt, eye get sad…. Sometimes thoughts of erasing my existence rule supreme. I’m such an emotional being, eye wear the universe on my heart and sleeve. Carrying everyone’s burdens when I’m the one who’s truly hurting. The thoughts eye battle you couldn’t even imagine or fathom. Healing hurts, sitting with pain hurts, not being understood hurts, especially knowing life is a gift and a curse.
Eye really don’t know the driving force that got me writing this verse. But eye gotta release it, I’m the only one losing sleep in it. Lately I’ve been feeling defeated when I know for a fact this is my fuckin season. The only way out is through, the only way in is you, meaning Me!
So eye sit with these emotions, eye deal with them in order to heal with them. Roll up a blunt but eye won’t pop a pill with em. These pharmaceutical companies ain’t the answer, they’ll sale you anything but the real. Having you feeling numb inside to the point you can’t feel the vibe. Let’s be real…Life gets tough but I’m tougher. I’m sick and tired of all this structure, what works for you may not work for me. I’m open to every possibility. To want to liveand die at the same time, this shit can’t be right. These people can’t wait for me to pop that pill and say goodnight.
Every morning eye wake early just to thank God and not question why! Eye made it another day, there must be a reason why.
Nobody’s perfect but Cedrica you’re perfect to me😘
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